I'm in love with you.

Well, I'm not talking about those crap, but just let me tell you what's running on my mind.

It's kind of feel. Feel for my own self, I don't have to think. Think logic. Feel deeply. However, it hurts me sometimes.

To be needed it's... great.

You don't have to always beside me, I just want to be heard. And that is really enough. Little respond, words of supporting, I'll wait.

To understand or to be understanded is sucks. Being selfish in our way. Talking fast for arguments. Childish for one time.

Maybe I'll see you on 3 next months, or longer. I am waiting. Am I tired? Yes. Tired for wanting you? No. I still have you even I can't touch you.

Mentally, I need you to be my brother. Bored here, be my bestfriend. Annoyed me? Be my enemy.

People changed. I can't blame on you. Blame the time, but I can't. I'm on my way to growing up and Master Time had to help me.

Elmore :D

iseng googling dan nemu site ini,

kritikannya udah saya makan, dan nyadar ternyata masih banyak sekali kurangnya. huhu it's been 2 years ago when i wrote it. tapi ternyata ada pujian yang 'terselip' bikin hati agak plong ;) cuman yang enggak sreg, masih dipanggil Uliel........... *sigh

Someday...

Im here, not across the street
Im just begging your little time for listen and look through my eyes for a second
But you never let me speak
You keep hangin' my mouth on your eyes
Waiting too patient until i had no any oxygen to breath in
I say please, you smiled
Just smile then you go
Leaving me for thousand times but you keep hangin' my tongue with your hand
I'll hit you someday
I'll scream right on your face someday,
If you finally give your ears to listen,
and two eyes to keep watching me
Someday.....
Not now, when i still waiting you
For nothing