big fat liar

kalo emang dari pertama bohong... ya gak usah jujur. toh sekarang jujur sama bohong udah gak bisa dibedain. muka tukang boong sih.

nanana

countdown!
preparing for the national exams and hunting for a gift...

kenapa semuanya gak bisa selalu simpel? -___-

zzz

let me ask you,
am i wrong if i told you the truth and get angry when you didn't give me any.... reason to explain?

we've been friends for a year. it's good to share some laugh and tears with you. but are we good enough to through this situation? some thunders catch you and keep you on their fingers. and they put you on the ocean. let you swim to reach the nearest island. poor you. poor me. you hate me because i can't help you. i can't because i didn't have any possibilities. can you tell me how to say sorry without saying 'sorry'? cause i know you bored for heard it, friends.

change?

it's hard for changing, but changes always caught me with its smooth
and i just blank for face it

(y)

playing on my playlist: paramore's song, piano version.
it sounds well.

-_-

you know, sometimes we can't blame the feels. it didn't wrong at all.
don't blame the time
blame the face in front of you, punch it hard
and scream until it feels better.
see? my feels never wrong.

imperfect, whatever

aku manusia dan aku sempurna
aku manusia dan aku tahu kesalahan
otak sempurnaku bilang, aku bodoh
karena aku seperti kayu yang mudah tersulut api yang kecil
lantas membesar dan tak terkendali
lalu abu marah padaku, dan aku baru ingat, aku berubah jadi monster sesaat
monster yang berantakan
otak sempurnaku bilang, aku benar
karena aku manusia dan aku sempurna
dan sempurnalah yang membuatku cacat, sampai aku tahu dimana cacatku sekarang
tapi,
tidak ada yang tahu
aku pun tidak

hei,
aku hanya manusia,
dan aku sempurna