I'm in love with you.

Well, I'm not talking about those crap, but just let me tell you what's running on my mind.

It's kind of feel. Feel for my own self, I don't have to think. Think logic. Feel deeply. However, it hurts me sometimes.

To be needed it's... great.

You don't have to always beside me, I just want to be heard. And that is really enough. Little respond, words of supporting, I'll wait.

To understand or to be understanded is sucks. Being selfish in our way. Talking fast for arguments. Childish for one time.

Maybe I'll see you on 3 next months, or longer. I am waiting. Am I tired? Yes. Tired for wanting you? No. I still have you even I can't touch you.

Mentally, I need you to be my brother. Bored here, be my bestfriend. Annoyed me? Be my enemy.

People changed. I can't blame on you. Blame the time, but I can't. I'm on my way to growing up and Master Time had to help me.

Elmore :D

iseng googling dan nemu site ini,

kritikannya udah saya makan, dan nyadar ternyata masih banyak sekali kurangnya. huhu it's been 2 years ago when i wrote it. tapi ternyata ada pujian yang 'terselip' bikin hati agak plong ;) cuman yang enggak sreg, masih dipanggil Uliel........... *sigh

Someday...

Im here, not across the street
Im just begging your little time for listen and look through my eyes for a second
But you never let me speak
You keep hangin' my mouth on your eyes
Waiting too patient until i had no any oxygen to breath in
I say please, you smiled
Just smile then you go
Leaving me for thousand times but you keep hangin' my tongue with your hand
I'll hit you someday
I'll scream right on your face someday,
If you finally give your ears to listen,
and two eyes to keep watching me
Someday.....
Not now, when i still waiting you
For nothing

Gift.

Kado di ulangtahun ke 15 ini:
* ucapan-ucapan
* spanduk, mawar
* Lulus dengan NEM 33,65

My best also worst birthday gift. Well thank you God. Wish me luck! Masih ada testing di SMA.

Vanilla Twilight - Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe&soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
'Cause it takes 2 to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands&feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in 2 days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all nite
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here



I cried for thousand times when i heard this song.

Pelangi :D

Karena aku menunggu hujan,
hujan yang turun begitu deras di siang hari
Aku ingin melihat matahari kalah sekali saja
Walaupun nanti aku harus bertemu kilat,
sekalipun aku takut padanya
Tapi aku rindu hujan yang mengguyur atap rumahku
Bukan di sore hari,
bukan juga di malam hari
Biarkan telingaku mendengar rintiknya,
hidungku membaui tanah basah yang dilaluinya,
tanganku menggapai basah yang jatuh..
Aku selalu menunggu hujan,
karena aku ingin melihat pelangi pertamaku.